or all I think about?
I sit in public and the feeling bubbles up to my collar bone and I almost can’t control it.
I drink coffee so I won’t scream.
I love you.
That is all I know.
I don’t know what to do, who to tell, what to say, or where I’m supposed to go.
I don’t know what it means.
But I know that I love you.
I had a woman.
I had a love.
I had a partner, that called me her wife.
But I have a friend,
A shining light,
That I am so in love with.
When I close my eyes, I imagine my arms around you,
I imagine dressing up for you,
I imagine undressing you,
I imagine dancing with you,
I imagine the way your mouth tastes-drunk with champagne…
I hear your middle of the night laughter
Goosebumps raising on your skin,
My hands so gentle…
Your eyes so sweet.